School is really lame, boring etc etc.

Yes, you heard it from me, although probably not first:
School sucks. Thats right! It's really really not what I want to spend my time doing. At least not with the classes I'm taking just now, again.

U guessed it, it's MATH! The slow agonizing death of numbers (and more and more resently: letters too).

I seem to be able to solve any problem though. I kinda always have been, but the time spent on it is just not worth it! By the time I'm finished with the equation (or whatever) I shoud have been doing at least 5.

I practice and practice, but the solving rate is still the same. What I mean is: I solve an equation, and the next does not go any faster. Even if I use the same technique.

How come I'm so slow? What is damming up my river of thoughts that brings the boat of "solvation"? The river carves its way into my brain, but the flow-rate is still the same.

I try to do it faster, just to speed it up, but then I utterly fail to solve it. I go wrong somewhere.

Why don't I have a talent for this?

I can tell if a building is stable just by looking at it. I see the forces in the framework, the forces from the roof and the floors and the bending moment on the structure.
I eaven see the answer to most math-problems, I see what most answers should be. Most of the time I get the right answer by reverse-engineering my way trough it!


And that is bloody annoying.

And I don't want to go to school anymore! I want to work! To  be a part of a team, or independently make my own way! Solve REAL problems or issues!
Contribute to society!

Have a home! Have a wife! Have kids! Have a job! Be appreciated for what I do!

How I long for it all...

On the plus side:
I have a home, I will have a vife by 17. July next year, kids are planned sometime after the marriage... So a JOB. That's what's left.

Just have to finish school/college... So:

This looks like a job for: SUPER OLE MAGNUS!

Homeowner! YES!

This announcement is brought to you by Ole Magnus, The Landlord:

I have bought a section of a 4-apartment house. With a HUGE porch and a garrage! It's really nice, though we need to do some painting at first. Maybe knock down a wall and mend some wallpaper to have it just the way we want it.

This is going to be GREAT!

So, these are the days of OUR lives

The mornings go by too school,
the lunch is all about homework,
the mid-day is about dinner, usually alone with the TV, all though that's all changing now.

Congratulations to my GORGEOUS girl with her new job!!! <3

Evenings might be more 'us' time now. Just because she'll be working only early-shifts from now on. Well, at least for a year.Between workout, TV, more and more homework,
PC's (blogging, gaming, facebook, general surfing), I'm sure this will mean better rhythm to our lives. Logistics will be easier for sure. With only the one car, she starts job 15 min before I start classes. And the drive from her job to my school is apx. 5 min! Excellent!

Oh, we have made good arrangements before. It's just it'll be easier for me to get up in the mornings knowing that she too has to get up! Kinda demoralizing knowing that she'll still be sleeping when I get home after a couple of classes:)

It must be said, or rather shouted from the tree-tops, that I have never been more happy!!!

I'm relaxed in my everyday doings, and I DO HOUSEWORK, can you believe it??!!

Well, just telling the world that I'm happy, content and the future seems a bright and happy lace to me at present day.

Take care.